GOING IN A CIRCLE
FRENCH: Je me demande si vous n’êtes pas un peu magiciens tous les deux, car j’ai rapidement senti moins de densité dans mon corps physique, après avoir reçu votre email!
ENGLISH: I’m asking myself if you’re not a bit magician you two, because I quickly felt less density in my physical body after receiving your email.
FEEDBACK: Our message is reflective of your higher state of being. In receiving our message, it produced a shift in you that raised your vibration, which resulted in the lessening of your density. We can say that it is Higher You talking to You through us, us who are detached from your present, personal experience, if that makes sense to you.
FRENCH: Je voudrais maintenant te parler d’un dilemme dans lequel je me débat en ce moment. Il est en relation avec mes activités et mes « talents », qui se retrouvent en conflit avec mes nécessités économiques et un certain nombre de préjugés égoïques. J’en suis consciente et je me sens absolument ridicule et misérable avec ça...
ENGLISH: I would like now to talk about a dilemma in which I am presently struggling. It is relating with my activities and my “talents,” which find themselves in conflict with my economical necessities and a certain number of egotistical prejudices. I am conscious of it and I feel absolutely ridiculous and miserable with that...
FEEDBACK: This is an excellent opportunity for you to truly evaluate what is important to you and to deal with your ego at the same time. Everything you are experiencing and going through is perfect for you at this time. We know that you already know that.
Just as a side note, many are undergoing a process where unworthiness, self-judgment and frustration are coming up to the surface to be released. As soon as you recognize and acknowledge this very process, whatever comes up dissolves. The process of releasing involves feeling, noticing, recognizing, acknowledging and automatically being grateful for this beautiful clearing that you/we asked for. Each time something comes up and is recognized and acknowledged for what it is, it is released, and we feel lighter and lighter ... Right now, the ‘stuff’ in our bag that we have been collecting has been heavy, weighing us, exhausting us as we pull it along wherever we go and with whatever we do. We need to empty the bag, one thing at the time, before we can be truly free ... You’re doing well dear One ...you’re doing very well! We remind you that true strength is surrendering ... :)
FRENCH: Voici de quoi il s’agit : tu sais que je fais de la ré-écriture de manuscrits pour améliorer ma retraite extrêmement modeste. Cela m’a intéressée tant que je n’avais pas trouvé le but de mon âme, mais maintenant je dois me forcer au-delà du supportable. Ou alors, je viens d’avoir l’imprudence d’accepter une nouvelle commande... et j’y vais à reculons, ce qui, naturellement, m’épuise ! Mais j’ai besoin de cet argent... Et je n’arrive pas à m’y mettre...
ENGLISH: This is what it’s about : you know that I do some re-writing of manuscripts to ameliorate my extremely modest retirement pension. I was interested as long as I had not found the goal of my soul, but now I have to force myself beyond the tolerable. Or, I was rash to accept a new order... And I’m going backwards, which of course drains me! But I need this money... And yet I can’t make myself do the work...
FEEDBACK: Go with your feeling, the message is clear for you. It is the ego that is presenting financial worries, when the ego is at work, it presents you with all kinds of thoughts that are fear based...
FRENCH: Il est clair que j’ai hésité à « faire le grand saut » par rapport au but de mon âme. C’est-à-dire à refuser de nouvelles commandes d’un travail qui ne me plaît plus et à m’abandonner complètement avec la certitude que mes nécessités financières seraient assurées. J’ai eu peur aussi des jugements de mon entourage, peur de mécontenter l’éditeur qui me donne du travail, pour le cas où j’aurais encore besoin de lui si mon « abandon » ne donnait pas le résultat escompté (elle est belle, ma confiance... j’ai honte...).
ENGLISH: It is clear that I hesitated to take the ‘big jump’ based on my soul’s goal, which means to refuse new orders for some work that I don’t like anymore, and to surrender completely with certainty that my financial necessities would be assured. I also got scared of judgment in my surrounding, afraid to displease the publisher who is giving me work, in case I still needed him if my surrendering didn’t bring me the result expected (it’s beautiful, my faith ...I am ashamed...)
FEEDBACK: You are very observant and right on the mark. Definitely the ego is at work here. Fear = ego ...what if = ego ...concerns and worries = ego ... Ego keeps us in the low vibrations ...
FRENCH: Si j’écoute mon cœur et mon âme, j’annule tout et je rends l’acompte que le client m’a déjà versé. Je me sens aussitôt le cœur léger et comme en vacances, pour prendre soin de moi et faire uniquement ce qui me rend heureuse. Mais... en ayant peur parce que je n’aurai pas ces €uros, en me demandant comment je vais boucler mon budget du mois de mars, en culpabilisant parce que je suis vraiment paresseuse, capricieuse, imprudente, etc. etc. Je sais pourtant que le "nouveau" a besoin d'une "place nette" pour arriver, c'est-à-dire d'un espace vide...
ENGLISH: If I listen to my heart and my soul, I cancel everything and I give back the deposit that the client has already given to me. Right away, I feel my heart light and as if on holiday, taking care of myself and doing only what makes me happy. But...while being scared because I wouldn’t have these Euros, and asking myself how I would close my budget in March, feeling guilty because I am lazy, temperamental and rash, etc. etc. I know however that the “new” needs a “clear place” to arrive, which means an empty space...
FEEDBACK: You already know the next move ... You already have the answer ... It is now time to make a choice ... Fear/ego ...or ... Higher Self/Knowing that all is well ...
FRENCH: Bref, tu l’as compris, je tourne en rond et je me sens mal.
ENGLISH: So, you have understood, I am turning in a circle and I feel bad.
FEEDBACK: We understand ... You can and may stop turning now ...Yes, it’s very unfamiliar and scary, but once you make the different choice and take a different direction, everything flows to serve you and everyone involved. Everything is well and unfolding for the best...and never mind ‘well’ ... Everything is to be absolutely amazing and beyond what you can possibly imagine at this very moment with fear in your mind ...
Love to All,
Franco and Eveline